Being abstinent all of three whole days, I looked in my mirror to see if my body looked smaller. It didn’t. I was mad. “This doesn’t work.” “What a bunch of B.S.” “I’ll never get thin.” “I can’t do this.” “It’s taking too long.” “I’m doomed to be fat.” ‘I’m doomed to live like an accordion, in and out, up and down.” I stomped around a bit, then realized it had only been three days! This might take some time. Maybe give it a month? And then I had this thought: What if I approached every day as if it

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