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All of This Is Okay

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I’m afraid I’ll do it wrong. I’m afraid my sponsees will find out I’m a fraud. What if they don’t like me, won’t do what I tell them, or don’t become abstinent? What if I have to dedicate all my free time to them? What if they contact me constantly and I can’t say no? What if they ask questions I can’t answer or see that I’m not carrying the message perfectly? What if my experience is not enough—what if it’s boring or irrelevant or scary? What if I traumatize and ruin my sponsees? Stepping out to sponsor in faith

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