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Forgetting or Accepting

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Sometimes, I have resentment about being in this program. I say the Serenity Prayer daily, follow a food plan, and try to give myself ten minutes each day to pray or meditate. I go to a strength and flexibility class three times a week and walk three to five times weekly. I read the literature, listen to podcasts, go to meetings, and meet with my sponsor. Yet, sometimes I still think a magical hand is going to come down and make me the perfect weight, the glorifying payoff for all my efforts. But then my sponsor says, “Why are you

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