HP Did for Me

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I was 19 and had been in OA for six months and abstinent throughout that period. I’d learned about a Higher Power but hadn’t felt the presence of one. I certainly didn’t believe it might be real for me. I accepted that it worked for other people, and I believed that they believed. But I was still willing and able to “act as if” there was an HP. Each day, I prayed for an abstinent day, and each day I got one. Slowly, the walls I had built around me were crumbling down. I went on holiday that year and

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